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Back on chemo tomorrow as long as my blood test are ok. Scared but hopefull it keeps me alive. Feeling like crap and no appetite from chemo sucks but I'm not ready to go yet. Not that anyone is.
 
Back on chemo tomorrow as long as my blood test are ok. Scared but hopefull it keeps me alive. Feeling like crap and no appetite from chemo sucks but I'm not ready to go yet. Not that anyone is.
No, you’re not ready to go anywhere. We’re here with you arm in arm.
 
Back on chemo tomorrow as long as my blood test are ok. Scared but hopefull it keeps me alive. Feeling like crap and no appetite from chemo sucks but I'm not ready to go yet. Not that anyone is.

Keep on fighting and hang in there man, as long as you do that there is always a chance that something could improve and we are all wishing that for you.
 
Sorry I have not kept you all up to date. It isn't good news for me. They have nothing else they can do for me so I'm at the end of my days. Also the cancer has now spread to my lungs so in a lot of pain and have a hard time breathing these days.

Sorry for the crap news everyone. This forum and all of you have meant the world to me and I thank you all for being there for me through all of this.
 
I'm very sorry to hear this. I think it is important to be a realist and come to terms with facts and what is most likely to happen, but do whatever you can to enjoy the time you have left.
 
Sorry I have not kept you all up to date. It isn't good news for me. They have nothing else they can do for me so I'm at the end of my days. Also the cancer has now spread to my lungs so in a lot of pain and have a hard time breathing these days.

Sorry for the crap news everyone. This forum and all of you have meant the world to me and I thank you all for being there for me through all of this.
That pains me immensely (and most def everyone here too). I'm glad we had the joy to have you here and hope you continue to come here, even if just lurking.
Times like this makes me want to try dmt to see how much more there's to this thing we're experiencing (or not).
I think I'm in my right to say that we're here for you whenever you need to talk or game or just lol at every f***ed up thing that posts here lol
 
Sorry I have not kept you all up to date. It isn't good news for me. They have nothing else they can do for me so I'm at the end of my days. Also the cancer has now spread to my lungs so in a lot of pain and have a hard time breathing these days.

Sorry for the crap news everyone. This forum and all of you have meant the world to me and I thank you all for being there for me through all of this.

I am very sorry to hear this news and what you must being going through. I can't even begin to imagine. Stay strong, my friend. I am not a religious person, but my prayers are with you.

f*** cancer and 2020. :txbmad::sad:
 
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Sorry I have not kept you all up to date. It isn't good news for me. They have nothing else they can do for me so I'm at the end of my days. Also the cancer has now spread to my lungs so in a lot of pain and have a hard time breathing these days.

Sorry for the crap news everyone. This forum and all of you have meant the world to me and I thank you all for being there for me through all of this.

You are now and always will be in our thoughts.
 
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Hey, if ya want to talk or whatevs we’re here and if ya want someone to play with online.

i don’t know how this will come off but you gonna get a ps5 or Xbox?

Is there a list of thing you’d like to do, see or play?

you don’t have to answer.
 
Sorry I have not kept you all up to date. It isn't good news for me. They have nothing else they can do for me so I'm at the end of my days. Also the cancer has now spread to my lungs so in a lot of pain and have a hard time breathing these days.

Sorry for the crap news everyone. This forum and all of you have meant the world to me and I thank you all for being there for me through all of this.

Wow, sorry to hear it man. If it's not too personal, can I ask how much time they are giving you? I have something that *might* be of help if you are up for trying it. Nothing crazy or religious, and free, but just DM me if you're interested.
 
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Celebrated my 49th and last Birthday I will be alive this weekend. Starting Friday the 25th my actaul Birthday. Such a rollercoaster of emotions I went through. So glad my Family was always by my side to help me through it and even enjoy it.
 
Celebrated my 49th and last Birthday I will be alive this weekend. Starting Friday the 25th my actaul Birthday. Such a rollercoaster of emotions I went through. So glad my Family was always by my side to help me through it and even enjoy it.

happy birthday good sir, may the joy continue, everlasting and transcend
 
Celebrated my 49th and last Birthday I will be alive this weekend. Starting Friday the 25th my actaul Birthday. Such a rollercoaster of emotions I went through. So glad my Family was always by my side to help me through it and even enjoy it.
Love you, brother.
 
I won't pretend to know what to say. Spend every minute you have with the people you love and the things you can still do. I don't know what I can offer, but anything you need; let me know.

I'll be thinking of you.
 
This is not Hazard71(Keith) this his twin brother Kevin. I didn't know how to let you all know other than like this but Keith lost his battle with cancer last night. I wanted to post here because he loved these forums and being part of this community. What you a did for him with the Xbox One X and money for some games meant so much to him when he was diagnosed. He really loved the times he got to game with some of you over the years. Thank you all so much.

I will keep watching this thread for a few days to read your responses