So I tried a few games off the service.
Returnal - really like the movement and the story, main character does a good job, kind of sick of the gloomy environment, guns aren't too exciting neither is the enemy variety, kind of want to keep playing but dunno.
Death stranding - Wtf is this game lol, interesting concept but doubt I will carry on.
Demon souls - quite like this, animations and graphics are nice, doesn't feel overly hard, but at the same time, just feels similar to the other souls games which I'm kind of over.
Might end up cancelling, doesn't make sense to have two subscription services which have a lot of the same games, but it's been great trying these games out instead of dropping $120 plus.
Also PS plus is pretty great and almost worth keeping just for those games.