I notice a lot of my friends seems to be single by choice. I am not sure if its due to poor experience in the past, or they prefer carefree lives. Got to admit these days, there are alot of entertainment/activities to do so many people are not that into love & family as in the past.
Even married couples, a lot do not want to have kids, due to affecting their lifestyles.
I have been hit by a train so many times in relationships but I still keep coming back for for. I damn love kids so no way I am will remain single.
But somehow others do not feel the same way. This seems a common trend in most developed nations.
I heard 1/3 of Americans are singles (presuming they mean adults), I would assume similar figures in Europe. In eastern society like Japan, I heard even worst as the guys are super shy.
I could have potentially married a few women if I am not obsessed with women that I shouldn't have & became tunnel vision. Then again I cannot imagine being with someone but my heart is somewhere else.
I had went out with dates with quite a few women but never got far as my heart was with someone else.
There was once where I fancy a girl, & things are going positive, but I found out one of my best friend liked her as well, & I volunteered to withdrawn. Turned out a while later that she turned down the affection of my friend. I did not even went after her even after as I worried it would hurt my friend's feeling, if she went out with me instead. Until now, he did not know that.
Story of my life so far. But Fk it, I will never resigned to fate (Technically I do not believe in fate as I am an Atheist), & will jump on another train of potential hurt. In the meantime, I going back to finish rise of tomb raider.