Im 39, I don't really care about my age. My doc put me on blood pressure medicine, and medicine for my cholesterol this year. Im nearly gray headed. I think my whole jail ordeal caused me to turn gray. Looking at 15 to 25 years in prison was a real life nightmare for me. I regret what I did. I caused mental trauma to a few people and regret what I did to them. I didn't get to see my son for 4 years, and as his father I now worry he might make the same mistake I did. If I could take it all back I would. My dad has been my rock, and seeing him deal with all his health problems saddens me. I guess we all have to die at some point though, right?